Showing posts with label cancer. Show all posts
Showing posts with label cancer. Show all posts

Monday, June 9, 2014

Sad news


after fighting cancer for 4 years
52 chemo therapy's
lots of strength and courage
lots of fear and anger
lots of tears and sadness
but also very grateful
for the life that she had
for the family that she loved
for the joy and friendship that she recieved

my mom passed away on the 14th of May
it has been an unfair battle
but she fought it so bravely
eventually she lost

now we're left with memories
fond memories
of a very loving and caring person

she'll live on in our hearts
forever

thank you mom
for everything

Monday, December 13, 2010

Feeling hope

It's been a long time since I popped in here.
I didn't want to neglect you for so long and I truly missed you and this space.
It's been an emontional time for me and I'm sure I have not seen the end of it but there is hope and that's what counts...

First of all some news on my mom and how she's coping with her cancer.
She has had 3 chemotherapy's now and had her first scan last Friday. The chemo treatments make her tired and most of the time she does not have energy to do much of anything.
But when she feels OK, she makes sure to get out of the house and pick up her social life. She is not able to do things 100% as she used to but she's does it and that's what counts. She enjoys every moment that is given and lives it with all that she has.
At times like these, I know I still have so much to learn from her.

I felt sick in my stomach knowing that we had to go see the doctor today. You never know what news she'll bring but knowing that the doctor is such a beautiful and warm person, I feel that my mom is in good hands and being cared for in the best way.
She had good news to tell us: the metastases in her lungs shrunk and the chemotherapy is doing it's work. What a relieve it was to hear the news.
It certainly is not the end of it and it gives us hope more then anything...

I recently joined Etsy's Project Embrace team also called team EPE.
Etsy Project Embrace (EPE) is a Universal Coalition of Artists whose main purpose is to create awareness and support for people who have been diagnosed with cancer. You can read a bit more in this beautiful Etsy article or check out their blog for more info

It's a team I have been wanting to join for a long time but I wanted to create something especially for the cause. And you know how things go with this: always postponing and procrastinating...
Since my mom has been diagnosed with cancer and I took some time off things, I suddenly had a clear vision of what I wanted to create: hope.
I wanted to make a feeling that shows there is hope in every direction. So I made a little feeling signpost. It can be a little hold on to for those who loose direction due to all different circumstances. Hope that points in every direction and there is really only one way to choose, the path to 'hope'...
I believe that people being diagnosed with a life threatening disease have to live on hope and 50% of the sales of this feeling will be donated for team EPE's causes.
You can check out my personal page on the American Cancer Society here!

Slowly I'll be back to blogging too. I decided that I don't need a schedule anymore and that I best blog whenever I feel like it. Less pressure on myself will make it more fun too.
I wanted to thank you once again for all the warm words and wishes that you send, for watching and reading my space and for being out there. I feel it and it makes my heart lighter!

Saturday, October 23, 2010

Courage

feeling courage by ArtMind

Hello sweet readers,

First of all, I'd like to thank you so much for your heartwarming and kinds words on my last post. It made me realize that even though you're far, you're still close.
Since I didn't know any exact results, I did not want to go into details yet.

Last monday, my mom had to take a test in hospital. We didn't expect any too bad news as the bloodsamples that were taken a few weeks ago were perfecly ok. Apparently that's no garantuee for good news...

At the end of the day, the doctor came into the room to discuss the results with us and it didn't look good. They discovered a tumor and could not say any more as more tests were needed. So they ran more tests on Tuesday and Wednesday and we could come in for a consultation with the doctor yesterday.
I can't express how heavy my heart has been the last few days and the waiting was unbearable so it was a relieve to finally know the diagnosis.

My mom has been diagnosed with colon cancer and the tumor found is malignant. They also found tiny metastases on her lungs.
Our world seemed to fall apart.
Sadness, anger, fear, unbelieve, hurt, pain,... it all came together all at once.

But you know what? My mom is a fighter.
She has always been and even though we're all extremely sad that this is happening to her, she's not the person to go sit in the corner and let it all happen.
She'll fight it with all that she has and we'll be there to support and be there for her.
However, it will take time to accept the news and I hope that she'll find the courage to keep going.
She'll start chemotherapy on the 3rd of November.

I won't be back to blogging for a while. I need time too.
Time to deal with this, time to be with my family and time to take day for day...
I'm sure you'll understand.
Thank you for being out there, wherever you are...

Love,
Mitsy